So I<m with my gf for the weekend, and so far we’ve tried journeying - communicating with angels in a higher realm with our higher selves -, yoga, energy transfering, energy protection strategies and some other random things.
Also, my energy is changing; I’m usually surrounded by dark energies, and so every time I do something with light energy, it feels uber weird, and since I’ve been trying to suroround myself with light, the energies inside me are transfering kind of and it’s so, bloody, weird.
It’s a bit late right onw so forgive me if the way I’m writing is incredibly awkward and nonsensical.
The journeying was weird, it was this weird thing where you listen to an hour long CD and go into a trance kind of state and communicate with the Archangels. I literally passed out about 5 minutes into it, just went totally black, and woke up about half an hour into the CD. A simialr thing happened with Cierra, my girlfriend, except she could really feel the energy a lot stronger than me and was sort of slipping in and out of conciousness, also, she woke up more because her mum and brother were being noisy on the uppper floor. I don’t remember why I woke up, but I did, and I still don’t remember anything.
Cierra says that over the next couple of days I’ll be getting the information that I got in my subconcious but so far I don’t remember much at all if anything.
There’s nothing else really worth reporting I suppose, except maybe the energy transfering.
We really didn’t know what to do, so we sort of just made something up. What we did was this: we put our projective hands together and our receptive hands together, my projective hand is my left and hers is her right, so we had to criss cross our hands. Then we just sort of meditated until we could feel and summon our seperate energies and finally transfer them into eachother vis our hands.
Why we did this is because we both need the energy that the other has. I have a lot of spiritual energy, as in, it’s easy for me to go up into the higher realm with little to no trying. I often find it hard to ground myself and connect with the Earth. I’m much more connected to the Moon and the Sun (but more so the Moon); Cierra has a lot of that kind of grounding energy, she’s very connected to the Earth and finds it a bit difficult to get up into that higher realm. And so we trasnfered our energies and it actually worked! (for the most part, I sort of rejected her grounding energy a bit because i wasn’t used to ut and it freaked me out a bit. Also, if I hadn’t blocked out hers, it would have been very hard to give her mine.
She says I need to work on that…And work on getting used to light energies..and to stop getting so freaked out by them because dark energy is bad and such….and also that I have to stop being so frustrated with myself when things don’t work out right away…
I have a lot of demons (in myself is what I’m reffering to, the literal ones shouldn’t be much of a problem) to get rid of, and I can’t wait until I do, because it will hopefully lead me on to do great things for myself and other.
P.S. I helped her move her stuff from her altar room into a bigger, more spacious room and drew her out (more like traced, because I have skills like that ((this is sad, I’m an A art student guys))) some symbols to cover up spme holes in the wall.
We’re going to some odd breathing and movement syncronyzation thing tommorow morning and having a meditation circle in the evening. Can’t wait~
P.P.S. once again, pardon my spelling, grammar, awkwardness, etc., thanks. Night to you all, may the Moon watch over you.